hey!!

HUAHAHAHAHAHA ngakak baca2in curhatan gue jaman ababil
jaman bahasa inggris gue masih berantakan. jaman2nya galau kebangetan
marah2 ga kekontrol, hahaah lucu yah.Preman banget :| 

4 march 2011

hari ini yah harusnya hari ini, tapi engga tau kenapa gue ngerasa biasa aja. nothing special malahan bothering me along day. lo sama sekali engga ngerti apa yang gue mau. yaiyalah yang gue mauin tuh cuma elo. nyadar kerasa apa engga sampe sekarang gue masih ngarepin lo. i love you but its not seems easy to make you stay with me and its kinda worst day by day. entahlaaah gue ga ngerti kenapa gue masih begini mengharapkan elo yang udh nyakitin gue. zzzzz ada yang salah sepertinya. gue cuma pengen lo ada di sini. itu aja ko. fisik lo engga mungkin selalu ada saat gue buthuin. tapi please laaaah gue ge cewe. treath me well or someotherboy will! lo marah kalo gue jalan sama cowo tapi lo jalan sama cewe dan gue c e m b u r u emang lo tau? emang lo nyadar ? kagaaaaa even this road poles us apart janji lo ternyata ikutan luntur. ikutan ilaaang bukan makin kuat malah makin engga ada.
dulu gue yangs elalu ada pas elo butuhin. dulu gue yang lo cari waktu lu mau curhat dulu lu selalu bilang "gue engga akan berubah" aaaaah bullshit meeeeen omongan lo engga ada satu pun yang beneran. engga satu pun yang di tepatin. kadang gue mikir apa gue ini cuma jadi selingan buat elo. apa dlu janji lo omongan lo dan segaa tingkah laku lo itu yang lo tunjukin ke gue cuma topeng belaka? gue engga ngerti sekarag lo udah sama sekali engga perduli soal apapun apapun tentang gue. lo mungkin masih fudul dikit diki. tapi kadang hati sama mulut gue engga selalu sama. apa yang di hati gue belom tentu gue omongin sama lo.
for this one can I hug u for the last time to say goodbye and the endless of our story/ to let you go and i will never ask you to come back. however, i know and i realize, if i love you, i must learn to let you go.

the first on 2011

Lama banget nih engga curhat di blog lagi hahahahaha. ini entri pertama yang di tulis di tahun 2011, banyak banget kejadian kejadian yang engga bisa di ceritain lagi hhihihi. yah pokonya semua berjalan ada yang engga pada tempatnya ada yang biasa aja ada juga yang GILAAAAAAAK!!!!!!!!!!! ahahahah biasalah anak muda sedang labil hihihi mudah mudahan aja labilnya cepet ilang. amiiiiiiin o:)

firstly gue mau ngomongin soal apa yah? AH! dapet ide ! kehidupan bersekolah. yaayaya
sekolah ? sekolah ? sekolaaaaaaah? itu melelahkan kawan s a n g a t ! and guess what? badan gue hampir remuk sangking capenya. jarang banget hari libur duilaaah. di sekolah sebenernya enak kalo aja peraturannya engga ketet banget -_________- pengen kali saeutik mah longgarin peraturan hahahaah giwaaa ngarep parah!

terus di luar sekolah ? biasa aja ah. wakttu itu ketemu cowo cakep tapi engga tertarik nyahahahaha pengen punya pacar tapi males pacaran duh maunya apaa yah -__-" tolong tolong

asmara ? sedang tak ada yang nempel di hati ahahahaha tidak ada yang benar benar mencuri hatikuuu hahahaha yang di kangenin paling itu yang jauh banget di ujung dunia tapi auk ah lupakan aja dia mah udah engga pantes gue yaaah sama lo mah lo kan udah cakep pinter dan segala macem embel embel yang cewe manapun yang ngeliat lo akan langsung lope lope matanya hahahahaha atau dia ? yang punya senyum menawan hati ? ah dia juga engga bisa meluluhkan hati gua hahahahaha cuma seneng aja ngeliat mukanya tapi yaaah gitu deh zzzz abaikan tolong abaikan


keuangan ? yeah akhirnya gue rajin nabung juga yuhuuuu hahahahaah


apa lagi nih ? engga ada inspirasiiiii. zzzz

udah ah dadah :D

don't you think?

Cause I know, you wouldn't be mine forever, 

I'll spend my time as much as possible to be with you all along time

sunday, 28 nov 2010

The same scent, the same baby smile, I still can't deny that he was mine and i miss him alot by the way at all 

He does! yes  he always do what ever he want. even I ain't his anymore, nostalgia is still there 

HE isn't mine anymore, but  he still sees at me that way. 

Embranced me with the same way, 

Smiling at me that way

Make me nervous by the same way

Oh God, he isn't change his mind 

you're still the old of you ex, yes you are :) 

I'm glad that you aren't change the way you are 

the beatles - here there and everywhere

To lead a better life I need my love to be here...

Here, making each day of the year
Changing my life with a wave of her hand
Nobody can deny that there's something there

There, running my hands through her hair
Both of us thinking how good it can be
Someone is speaking but she doesn't know he's there

I want her everywhere and if she's beside me
I know I need never care
But to love her is to need her everywhere
Knowing that love is to share

Each one believing that love never dies
Watching her eyes and hoping I'm always there

I want her everywhere and if she's beside me
I know I need never care
But to love her is to need her everywhere
Knowing that love is to share

Each one believing that love never dies
Watching her eyes and hoping I'm always there

To be there and everywhere
Here, there and everywhere

Eits jatuh cintaaa saya sama lagu ini waaaahahahaha 
coba dengerin deh. lagu lagu selow mellow gini paling 
pas kalo di dengerin bareng sama sang pujaan hati  
*sayangnya gapunya haduuuh nasib deh jadi jomblo.  
but however lagu ini bikin gue ngerasa asik, ringan dan mempunyai arti.

friday

I don't want to see your face again !

 

even I do mss you so